Am I a Joke To You?

 My unemployment has become my identity now a days.Even my Best Friend don't notice me ,they start to compare me to others .I realized it many times they don't say anything to me but i understand their behaviors.I also want to do something i know it is not right time to say it.My Self Belief says i also do something what i am born to do.Let's see where my destination leads to do and i am eagerly waiting for that moment .Then i will satisfy with myself to say my friends that finally i became for what i am born to do.